broken cup

Had a bad dream last night that I failed my assignment. Grrr...had to log on to check my results again to reassure myself. Anyway this morning broke L's espresso cup when it fell out of the cupboard. Damn suay lor..I was putting back the toaster and the wire caught the other side of the cupboard and it fell out!!! Was v apologetic to L and I went online to see if can buy it...but it's apparently limited edition! Usually sold in 6s but she only had one so might have been a gift. Anyway on sale is a new series now. Arghs...felt so bad though L said it's ok. But sometimes u never know what people really think. Moreover I've broke Poppy's bowl too. Actually cos it broke into 2 large pieces, could've been mended but L threw it away.  Anyway prob can find something similar if I go travelling. Sigh.

This morning through to midday was rainy and windy. Went to church as usual today and I was pleasantly surprised that they chose most of the hymns to be sung today from my list! So I was thrilled to be able to sing familiar hymns. Today's reading was from Ecclesiastes 3 and here's a bit of it from verses 1-8.

"There is a time for everything,

and a season for every activity under the heavens:

a time to be born and a time to die,

a time to plant and a time to uproot,

a time to kill and a time to heal,

a time to tear down and a time to build,

a time to weep and a time to laugh,

a time to mourn and a time to dance,

a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,

a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing,

a time to search and a time to give up,

a time to keep and a time to throw away,

a time to tear and a time to mend,

a time to be silent and a time to speak,

a time to love and a time to hate,

a time for war and a time for peace."

Came home and continued my search for journals for my lit review. Then the previous tenant M came over..and had lamb ard 4+pm..then was around to "entertain". I probably more introvert...don't quite like to make small talk or engage in such conversations...I just felt like she was able to connect more with L..talking about fashion and trends etc..different kinds of conversations from between L and I. So I felt quite like an extra there. M has a bollywood-themed birthday party coming up in 2 weeks. I hope she doesn't invite me...but she mentioned that all of us should go. I dunno..shall see if I can excuse myself. I mean..I don't know her that well...and I don't like parties esp when there's MANY people.

Tmr's the start of another 2-week long module with a break in between. Starts at 9am tmr...oh and there's chance of snow tonight but I guess I'll be sleeping.